December 2009
I feel weirdly uncomfortable, but still keep saying to myself “be happy, be happy, be fucking happy!”. I really, really, reeeaaaaaallly belive it’ll work! It has to!
two days ago i’ve decided to just be happy and it already pays off, maybe not really the way i exactly wanted, but it’s good anyway
“Carpe Omnias”
– Hayley form Hard Candy
Kēki
The only thing I’ve been eating past 24 hours was chocolate cake, whoaaa, thats the reason to love Christmas!
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now you're really living
ooooooh, such a long day! first thing done after i woke up was making a handmade pillow for my mum, then i hung out with my friend and when i was back home i made the rest of christmas gift for mommy <3 everybody’s running somewhere, we don’t even had christmas tree put up yet and tomorrow is christmas eve, gee, i can’t keep up with time lately. anyways, even though you still...
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Brittany!
i can’t belive it! she is one of my fav actresses, she was only 32! films like “Girl, Interrupted”, “Uptown Girls”, “The Ramen Girl”, “Love And Other Disasters”, geez, all my favs. no! no! noooo! what a year? first Michael, then Swayze and now her. what is that? end of the world slowly coming, really? gaah.
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“Between who you are and who you could be,
Between how it is and how it should...”
– Switchfoot
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little bit of hairspray and you feel good
aaaa! my hair are perfect today! too bad i can’t take a pic of it, my camera is dead ;<
and i don't mean the meaning
feeling totally random today i thought i’ll put up a little list of my favourite words in english, so, here we go:
wicked, bell, crumble, bunny, scared, wish, leash, wake up, compare, why, sorrow, yellow, mellow, pie, cupcake, pancake, possibility, cookie, thick, beetle, nothing, bee, refridgerator, rollercoaster, shiny, flakes, lovely, skinny, endless, rainbow, noon, mister, bowl, goose,...
me want cookie! me want love! me want you!
my mind is just messing around, same as my heart, my hair and every tini-tiny part of my body. i feel kinda dumb telling my friend what should she do with her ~love issues~, cause, gaaaah, i have no idea, i’ve never been in such situations, never had someone, guess i’m just not mature enough and even if i really, really want it i just don’t know how to love, how it’s like,...
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a day with no title (yet)
christmas eve in four days and i don’t feel it at all, i don’t even feel winter, i just feel cold. can’t wait for the winter break. and oooh! i’m still sick! not as much as earlier but still.
here’s another video, my new band-crush, Plastiscines <3
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Cry Baby
geez, I’ve seen Cry Baby like over 10 times. these are my fav songs <3
i wanna love him so bad
you know it’s...
jingle bells batman smells!
today we had something like a class christmas eve, yay, it was soooooooooooo much fun! first we shared the christmas wafer (polish tradition) and wished each other all the best, blah blah blah, it was soooo cheesy! then we ate barszcz with uszka (gaahhhahah, it sounds funny in english) and all kind of stuff (i ate my friend’s chocolate cupcake cause she’s alergic to chocolate, poor...
you make me think that maybe I won’t die...
something good can work
today i was terribly not nice person, sorry! i just need a break, i need to go out with my friends, i need a weekend, i need super big puffy fluffy gray knitt cap (i don’t really know how to explain it in english, but however, it’s cute) from h&m men’s store (why men’s clothing are better there, huh?), but all i’ve got now is thinking of you 24/7 and bunch of...
what is simple in the moonlight by the morning...
10 things i hate about you
I hate the way you talk to me, And the way you cut your hair. I hate the way you drive my car, I hate it when you stare. I hate your big dumb combat boots And the way you read my mind. I hate you so much it makes me sick, It even makes me rhyme. I hate the way you’re always right, I hate it when you lie. I hate it when you make me laugh, Even worse when you make me cry I hate it when you’re not...
The Gossip - Four Letter Word
L is for leaving O is for on time V is for the voices warning me I’ll lose my mind E is for the ending The unhappy ending of the four letter word
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such great (t)hights
i was supposed to be at home just one day, but it came out whole week, yay me!
anyways, yesterday i had one of these days, when i lay to sleep, close my eyes and thousand of images are flashing with super high speed and they’re always b&w. after that, i can feel that the day has finally come to an end and nothing more is gonna happen, “i’m full”, even if i’m...
I’ve got toast, but I’m not a toaster
this is not the whole song, it’s from Southland Tales, i haven’t seen the film yet, but i’m planning to.
and yes, he looks like better version of justin timberlake, hot!
wednesday's sunday morning
i haven’t heard this song for ages! oooooh! <33
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“I feel sick all day long from not being with you.”
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shush girl
this song is hell stupid, but it somehow got stuck in my head
monday sucks
i stayed at home today, just woke up. why do i always have to be sick when there are tons of exams at school, huh? but even if i would go, my math teacher would throw me out of class (literally) cause i’m sneezing or whatever and there’s a swine flu, geez.
good sides of the day?
my friend also stayed home, well, that may be not good for her, cause she’s sick, like me, but at...
“By the end of the day, the silence was becoming ridiculous. I didn’t want...”
– Bella Swan
the monster are buried down deep inside, you never...
huh?
unfocused mind
unfocused heart
unfocused love
unfocused life
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this song includes the greatest pick-up lines...